Wins & Losses

I am born... Win. I am a healthy baby... Win. I feel love from everyone... Win. My father is a filthy drunk... Loss. Then links all of that pain to "I love you"... Loss. I forgot how to truly love... Loss & Win. At least now I cant be heartbroken... Win. No loss because now im alone or at least I feel like I am. Am I alone??... Confused. I dont know why my life sucks... Loss. My father goes to prison... Win. My mother now struggles raising 5 kids on her own... Loss. My  G-mamma dies... Loss. 2 months following my aunt dies... Loss. 1 month following my uncle dies... Loss. 2 days after that my puppy get flattened by a semi!!                               Loss Loss Loss....

But if you really knew me you'd know that my past doesn't define ME!!

Fear

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YOU DON'T COMPUTE

We are not the same, you are technology
    Forced to put everything in order chronologically
       You're technically brain dead, that's a little psychology
           Programmed to be smart but do things idiotically

You show no love, that makes you something like a savage
  When you die on people all of their emotion you ravage
      Blank stares, basic thought, all of that you can have it
         It makes me human to feel so i guess ive got the advantage

You guys are branded, by a company, I lead my own life
   Struggling with choices, always trying to do right
      I've got friends that I love, yeah we're close, we're real tight
           If you live on robot island you wont know what that's like

All im really saying

Without fussing or complaining

Is that if you are a robot

Its emotion you're detaining

You short circuit when its raining 

didn't need vigorous training 

cause a chip was implanted

how much data is remaining

dont feel heat when something's flaming

dont feel pain so never aching

dont believe in higher power

which has me "for heavens saking"

you beep bop or you're a mute

never knowing what to do

even if i was a robot 

YOU STILL COULD NOT COMPUTE!

     

#DIFFERENT

You laugh at me because im different.....

I laugh at you because you are all the same!!

Being different isn't a bad thing, it means you're brave enough to be yourself.

Why fit in when you were born to stand out!!!

Be a voice not an echo...

Look at things differently...

Be so good they cant ignore you.            

And if you're afraid

DON'T BE!

Never be afraid of being different, or looking different, or sounding different...

                                Be afraid of turning out like everybody else.

Never apologize for being different!    

It is one of the most beautiful things on this earth...

And if this isn't motivational enough...

 Be yourself.....                             

Because nowadays being different isn't really different!

                 

color poem

I wonder, I wonder how should i begin?
She's my new start when im at my end
in a world full of darkness with little to no light
When my soul feels black, she is my white
I get butterflies around you, cant you tell?
and when i compliment you..oh Honey
you wear that pink smile so well
tres belle
Je veux être plus que des amis
J'adore votre personnalité
when im green, lets go on a date, because that means ive got mula
if it isn't obvious, let me just say, im attracted to ya
Always on my medulla
oblongata have you
vous etes my coldplay's Yellow when im feeling sad blue
Sweet like a fresh brown coconut
Beautiful like an orange sunset
1, 2, 3 seconds is how long I looked at you before I fell in lo..
nope im not gonna say it yet
you're my favorite thought and make up for what I lack
oh baby please, please, please dont give my crayons back!

Latin Words Of Wisdom

A bene placito - At one's pleasure

A Deo et Rege - From God and the King

A fonteA posse ad esse - From possibility to actuality

 puro pura defluit aqua - From a clear spring clear water flows

A priori - From what comes before

Ab aeterno - From the beginning of time

Ad vitam - For life

Aeternum vale - Farewell forever

Age. Fac ut gaudeam - Go ahead. Make my day!

Aut disce aut discede - Either learn or leave

Veni, vidi, vici - I came, I saw, I conquered.

Velle est posse - To be willing is to be able

Dum spiro, spero - While I breathe, I hope.

Brickrynym(brick facts I think)

B - RAVE
             Did you know bricks aren't afraid of anything #COURAGEOUS
R - EBELIOUS
           Did you know bricks don't care about what you think nor do they follow rules #SAME
I - NCONSPICUOS
            Did you know on average we pass about 500 bricks a day and don't even notice #GHOST
C - ALM
            Did you know that bricks never get angry #SAINTS
K - INGPIN
           Did you know that are ruling the construction industry these days #BRICKCITIES